Who in the world am I?




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Angel: I bet half the kids down there are already awake. Lying in their beds… sneaking downstairs… waiting for day.Buffy: Angel, please. I need for you to get inside. Th-there’s only a few minutes left.Angel: I know. I can smell the sunrise long before it comes.Buffy: I don’t have time to explain this. You just have to trust me. That thing that was haunting you…Angel: It wasn’t haunting me. It was showing me.Buffy: Showing you?Angel: What I am.Buffy: Were.Angel: And ever shall be. I wanted to know why I was back. Now I do.Buffy: You don’t know. Some great evil takes credit for bringing you back and you buy it? You just give up?Angel: I can’t do it again, Buffy. I can’t become a killer.Buffy: Then fight it.Angel: It’s too hard.Buffy: Angel, please, you have to get inside.Angel: It told me to kill you. You were in the dream. You know. It told me to lose my soul in you and become a monster again.Buffy: I know what it told you. What does it matter?Angel: Because I wanted to! Because I want you so badly! I want  to take comfort in you, and I know it’ll cost me my soul, and a part of  me doesn’t care.
Angel: Look, I’m weak. I’ve never been anything else. It’s not the demon in me that needs killing, Buffy. It’s the man. Buffy: You’re weak. Everybody is. Everybody fails. Maybe this  evil did bring you back, but if it did, it’s because it needs you. And  that means that you can hurt it. Angel, you have the power to do real  good, to make amends. But if you die now, then all that you ever were was a monster. Angel, please, the sun is coming up!Angel: Just go.Buffy: I won’t!Angel: What, do you think this is simple? You think there’s an easy answer? You can never understand what I’ve done! Now go!Buffy: You are not staying here. I won’t let you!Angel: I said LEAVE!
Angel: Oh, my God…Buffy: No! No!Angel: Am I a thing worth saving, huh? Am I a righteous man? The world wants me gone!Buffy: What about me? I love you so much… And I tried to make  you go away… I killed you and it didn’t help And I hate it! I hate  that it’s so hard… and that you can hurt me so much. I know everything that you did, because you did it to me. Oh, God! I wish that I wished you dead. I don’t. I can’t. Angel: Buffy, please. Just this once… let me be strong.
Another scene that keeps making me cry. No matter how many times I watch this. Buffy’s words are so … I can’t find the perfect word for this. Her words: What about me? I love you so much… And I tried to make  you go away… I killed you and it didn’t help And I hate it! I hate  that it’s so hard… and that you can hurt me so much. I know everything that you did, because you did it to me. Oh, God! I wish that I wished you dead. I don’t. I can’t.

Angel: I bet half the kids down there are already awake. Lying in their beds… sneaking downstairs… waiting for day.
Buffy: Angel, please. I need for you to get inside. Th-there’s only a few minutes left.
Angel: I know. I can smell the sunrise long before it comes.
Buffy: I don’t have time to explain this. You just have to trust me. That thing that was haunting you…
Angel: It wasn’t haunting me. It was showing me.
Buffy: Showing you?
Angel: What I am.
Buffy: Were.
Angel: And ever shall be. I wanted to know why I was back. Now I do.
Buffy: You don’t know. Some great evil takes credit for bringing you back and you buy it? You just give up?
Angel: I can’t do it again, Buffy. I can’t become a killer.
Buffy: Then fight it.
Angel: It’s too hard.
Buffy: Angel, please, you have to get inside.
Angel: It told me to kill you. You were in the dream. You know. It told me to lose my soul in you and become a monster again.
Buffy: I know what it told you. What does it matter?
Angel: Because I wanted to! Because I want you so badly! I want to take comfort in you, and I know it’ll cost me my soul, and a part of me doesn’t care.

Angel: Look, I’m weak. I’ve never been anything else. It’s not the demon in me that needs killing, Buffy. It’s the man.
Buffy: You’re weak. Everybody is. Everybody fails. Maybe this evil did bring you back, but if it did, it’s because it needs you. And that means that you can hurt it. Angel, you have the power to do real good, to make amends. But if you die now, then all that you ever were was a monster. Angel, please, the sun is coming up!
Angel: Just go.
Buffy: I won’t!
Angel: What, do you think this is simple? You think there’s an easy answer? You can never understand what I’ve done! Now go!
Buffy: You are not staying here. I won’t let you!
Angel: I said LEAVE!

Angel: Oh, my God…
Buffy: No! No!
Angel: Am I a thing worth saving, huh? Am I a righteous man? The world wants me gone!
Buffy: What about me? I love you so much… And I tried to make you go away… I killed you and it didn’t help And I hate it! I hate that it’s so hard… and that you can hurt me so much. I know everything that you did, because you did it to me. Oh, God! I wish that I wished you dead. I don’t. I can’t.
Angel: Buffy, please. Just this once… let me be strong.

Another scene that keeps making me cry. No matter how many times I watch this. Buffy’s words are so … I can’t find the perfect word for this. Her words: What about me? I love you so much… And I tried to make you go away… I killed you and it didn’t help And I hate it! I hate that it’s so hard… and that you can hurt me so much. I know everything that you did, because you did it to me. Oh, God! I wish that I wished you dead. I don’t. I can’t.



saddest break up scene. Buffy the vampire slayer S03x20
Angel: Its a … its nothingBuffy: Now u have something faceAngel: I think we needto talk. But not now not hereBuffy: No. no if you have something to say, then say it. Angel, drop the cryptic. you’re scaring me.Angel: I’ve been thinking about our future… and the more i do the more i feel like us, you and me being together, is unfair to you.Buffy: Is it about what the major said? Because he was just trying to shake us up.Angel: He was right.Buffy: No, no he wasn’t. He is the bad guy.Angel: You deserve more. You deserve something outside the demons and darkness. I mean… You should be with someone who can take you into the light. Someone who can make love to you.Buffy: I don’t care about that.Angel: You will. And children?Buffy: Children ? can you say jumping the gun, I killed my goldfish.Angel: Today, but you have no idea how fast it goes Buffy. Before you know it, you want it all. A normal life.Buffy: I’ll never have a normal life.Angel: You’re right. You’ll always be the slayer. But that’s all the more reason why you should have a real relationship instead of this freakshow… I didn’t mean that.Buffy: I gotta go.Angel: I’m sorry, Buffy. You know how much I love you. It kills me to say this.Buffy: Then don’t. Who are you to tell me what’s right for me. You think I haven’t thought about this?Angel: Have you ? rationally?Buffy: No. No of course not I’m just a little school girl, right ?Angel: I’m trying to do what’s right here ok? I’m trying to think with my head instead of my heart.Buffy: Heart? You have a heart ? It isn’t even beating.Angel: Don’t!Buffy: Don’t what ? Don’t love you? I’m sorry you know what I didn’t know that i got a choice in that. I’m never gonna change. I can’t change. I want my life to be with you.Angel: I don’t !Buffy: You don’t wanna be with me ? I can’t believe you’re breaking up with me.Angel: It doesn’t mean that…Buffy: How am I suppose to stay away from you?Angel: I’m leaving. After the Ascension after it’s finished with the major and Faith. If we survive… I’ll go.Buffy: Where ?Angel: I don’t know.Buffy: Is this really happening?

saddest break up scene. Buffy the vampire slayer S03x20

Angel: Its a … its nothing
Buffy: Now u have something face
Angel: I think we needto talk. But not now not here
Buffy: No. no if you have something to say, then say it. Angel, drop the cryptic. you’re scaring me.
Angel: I’ve been thinking about our future… and the more i do the more i feel like us, you and me being together, is unfair to you.
Buffy: Is it about what the major said? Because he was just trying to shake us up.
Angel: He was right.
Buffy: No, no he wasn’t. He is the bad guy.
Angel: You deserve more. You deserve something outside the demons and darkness. I mean… You should be with someone who can take you into the light. Someone who can make love to you.
Buffy: I don’t care about that.
Angel: You will. And children?
Buffy: Children ? can you say jumping the gun, I killed my goldfish.
Angel: Today, but you have no idea how fast it goes Buffy. Before you know it, you want it all. A normal life.
Buffy: I’ll never have a normal life.
Angel: You’re right. You’ll always be the slayer. But that’s all the more reason why you should have a real relationship instead of this freakshow… I didn’t mean that.
Buffy: I gotta go.
Angel: I’m sorry, Buffy. You know how much I love you. It kills me to say this.
Buffy: Then don’t. Who are you to tell me what’s right for me. You think I haven’t thought about this?
Angel: Have you ? rationally?
Buffy: No. No of course not I’m just a little school girl, right ?
Angel: I’m trying to do what’s right here ok? I’m trying to think with my head instead of my heart.
Buffy: Heart? You have a heart ? It isn’t even beating.
Angel: Don’t!
Buffy: Don’t what ? Don’t love you? I’m sorry you know what I didn’t know that i got a choice in that. I’m never gonna change. I can’t change. I want my life to be with you.
Angel: I don’t !
Buffy: You don’t wanna be with me ? I can’t believe you’re breaking up with me.
Angel: It doesn’t mean that…
Buffy: How am I suppose to stay away from you?
Angel: I’m leaving. After the Ascension after it’s finished with the major and Faith. If we survive… I’ll go.
Buffy: Where ?
Angel: I don’t know.
Buffy: Is this really happening?



“Close your eyes” Buffy the vampire slayer S02x22
Angel: What’s happening?Buffy: Shh. Don’t worry about it. I love you.Angel: I love you.Buffy: Close your eyes.
Note: This is one of the most tragic & emotional scenes. I remember when I saw it for the very first time… I cried for hours. Imagine you have to kill the love of your life to save the world.
The best love stories are tragedies!

“Close your eyes” Buffy the vampire slayer S02x22

Angel: What’s happening?
Buffy: Shh. Don’t worry about it. I love you.
Angel: I love you.
Buffy: Close your eyes.

Note: This is one of the most tragic & emotional scenes. I remember when I saw it for the very first time… I cried for hours. Imagine you have to kill the love of your life to save the world.

The best love stories are tragedies!



“I will remember you” - Angel S01x08 
BUFFY: How am I supposed to go on with my life knowing what we had? What we could have had? ANGEL: You won’t. No one will know but me. BUFFY: Everything we did. ANGEL: It never happened. BUFFY: It did. It did. I know it did! I felt your heart beat. ANGEL: Buffy..  (looks at clock) BUFFY: Oh God. It’s not enough time. ANGEL: Shh, please. Please. Please, please. BUFFY: I’ll never forget. I’ll never forget. I’ll never forget. I’ll never forget.

“I will remember you” - Angel S01x08 

BUFFY: How am I supposed to go on with my life knowing what we had? What we could have had?
ANGEL: You won’t. No one will know but me.
BUFFY: Everything we did.
ANGEL: It never happened.
BUFFY: It did. It did. I know it did! I felt your heart beat.
ANGEL: Buffy..
(looks at clock)
BUFFY: Oh God. It’s not enough time.
ANGEL: Shh, please. Please. Please, please.
BUFFY: I’ll never forget. I’ll never forget. I’ll never forget. I’ll never forget.



Mulder: Who is it?  Scully:It’s me.  Mulder: What’s wrong, Scully? You look sick.  Scully:  I don’t know what’s wrong.  Mulder: Come in.  Scully:I, um… I was starting to get ready for bed and I started to feel  really dizzy - vertigo or something - and then I just… I started to  get chills.  Mulder: You want me to call a doctor?  Scully: No, I just… I just want to get warm. Thank you.  Mulder: It’s not worth it, Scully.  Scully:What?  Mulder:  I  want you to go home.  Scully:Oh, Mulder, I’m going to be fine.  Mulder: No, I’ve been thinking about it. Looking at you tonight, holding that  baby… knowing everything that’s been taken away from you. A chance for  motherhood and your health and that baby. I think that… I don’t know,  maybe they’re right.  Scully: Who’s right?  Mulder: The FBI. Maybe what they say is true, though for all the wrong reasons.  It’s the personal costs that are too high. There so much more you need  to do with your life. There’s so much more than this. There has to be an  end, Scully.

Mulder: Who is it?
Scully:It’s me.
Mulder: What’s wrong, Scully? You look sick.
Scully: I don’t know what’s wrong.
Mulder: Come in.
Scully:I, um… I was starting to get ready for bed and I started to feel really dizzy - vertigo or something - and then I just… I started to get chills.
Mulder: You want me to call a doctor?
Scully: No, I just… I just want to get warm. Thank you.
Mulder: It’s not worth it, Scully.
Scully:What?
Mulder:  I want you to go home.
Scully:Oh, Mulder, I’m going to be fine.
Mulder: No, I’ve been thinking about it. Looking at you tonight, holding that baby… knowing everything that’s been taken away from you. A chance for motherhood and your health and that baby. I think that… I don’t know, maybe they’re right.
Scully: Who’s right?
Mulder: The FBI. Maybe what they say is true, though for all the wrong reasons. It’s the personal costs that are too high. There so much more you need to do with your life. There’s so much more than this. There has to be an end, Scully.